melting

90 degrees is way, way, way too hot

running

is fun once I get myself to start. Starting is the hard part.

fiddling

feet can't stop tapping

feet hurt

too much walking around with horses

Ninja Chickens!

Don't ask. It's actually not what you think it is.

Waiting

decision derision

twice, three times, forever until infinity

is there a limit on the times one can second guess one's self?

is there a cap on the number of times i can decide only to decide i decided wrong?

should there be a limit, i'd like to reach it, i'd like to know

a magic turning point would be nice, a time when i suddenly will know what to do

i don't think life works that way

instead i wonder, doubt, waver

surrounded by 'what if' plagued by 'but'

i want to see the future but i know that won't help

nothing will

there's only me, my future, my mind, my doubts, my decision

i knew that. i've always known that

the question is: what should i do?