Wednesday, June 3, 2009

decision derision

twice, three times, forever until infinity
is there a limit on the times one can second guess one's self?
is there a cap on the number of times i can decide only to decide i decided wrong?
should there be a limit, i'd like to reach it, i'd like to know
a magic turning point would be nice, a time when i suddenly will know what to do
i don't think life works that way
instead i wonder, doubt, waver
surrounded by 'what if' plagued by 'but'
i want to see the future but i know that won't help
nothing will
there's only me, my future, my mind, my doubts, my decision
i knew that. i've always known that
the question is: what should i do?

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